March 20, 2015 Upset
Tummy
Last night I was laying in bed wide awake with horrible
stomach pain…not sure if im just getting old and with age my body forgot how to
digest? Seems like lately I’ve been
having gut issues.
While I lay there awake I kept wondering if one of my
children was going to have the same feeling and come into my room complaining
their tummys hurt too. Had I served food
that had gone bad, did I pick up a germ at walmart, did I forget to wash my
hands after changing Ethans diaper? All
these thoughts kept rushing through my mind.
No one other than myself seemed to feel sick. I couldn’t pin point anything I had done
wrong. I somehow fell sick.
In my walk with the Lord I have times when I am feeling
great, motivated, in touch, spiritually healthy, and then there are other times
when I feel distant, like I’m at a loss of even how to approach a quiet time
with the Lord. What did I do to put me
in either position? What did I do to
gain these times of Spiritual Highs and Spiritual Lows?
Nothing. I didn’t do
anything.
What gains my “Spiritual High” is by carving out time to be
with the Lord. When I go on about my day
and don’t make a time I find my self at a “Low”
Then when in that Low I need a gut check. I may not physically have a tummy ach but my
heart needs some healing, some rest some fill up on good things from my
maker. I get low much like I car runs
low on gas…I may be going but eventually I’ll run out of gas and I can only go
so far on fumes.
Lord refresh today, heal my gut, fill me with you, Renew my
mind, transform my soul, bring me to a finial change that I may never have a
low.
Romans 12 Therefore, I urge you brothers in view of Gods
mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God this
is your spiritual act of worship. Do not
conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing
of your mind, Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is His
good, pleasing and perfect will.
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