Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Jesus Come Into My Heart

Wednesday, March 30, 2011 was seemingly like any other day but I woke a little earlier than normal, wide awake thinking about Easter and this pressing desire for me to really share the Easter story with Mason this year along with my upcoming women’s retreat and meditating on the scripture for the weekend 2Corintihians 5:17 “Therefore if anyone is in Christ he is a new creation, the old has gone the new has come.” 
Our children come into the world seeming so innocent, so pure and as they grow so does the sin that they are born with.  I’m so thankful that Christ died to take the chains of sin for us, but how do you explain this to your child, your four year old? How do you get him to grasp the concept and real meaning of the scripture he loves to quote so proudly reminding you that he has hidden Gods word in his heart every time he says, “Mommy do you want to hear my Bible Verse”…I love that he already knows that Gods word is personal just for him if for no one else!  He stands, sometimes fidgeting, sometimes looking you in the eye but it’s very clear he’s proud as he proceeds with, “For God so loved the world that he sent is only one son, that whoever believes in him, shall not perish, but have eternal life. John 3:16” I love it!  He’s been saying that verse over and over for a while now…but you have to wonder does he understand what it means?  That God sent his son to the world for him. Will he get the fact that Jesus took his sins and died so that he doesn’t have to?  But that’s something I think we get too caught up in as parents…where does the Bible say everyone must understand everything about God before they can accept him as their personal savior?  NO, the Bible says anyone who believes in me shall be saved.  Salvation is God’s gift, I don’t know anyone more ready to receive a gift than a child, he extends his hands ready to take the gift without wondering what he needs to do to earn it.
Jack and Sam Catoe came over to play today while their mom went to a meeting.  It is rainy and yucky outside so I thought making cookies would be a fun activity, the boys were all into it and while they ate their cookies I read them an Easter Book, “The First Easter”   that I had just purchased from the Christian bookstore for Mason and Micah this week.  While I was reading it Jack and Sam sat silently listening and looking while Mason asked questions at almost every page.  At first I was a little annoyed at his questions and was just thinking…,”goodness son, just let me read the story” but, answered his questions, after all, isn’t this the reason I bought the book? To invoke conversation about why we celebrate Easter? So the Story begins along with the questions and I mean when he started with the questions they kept on coming and he would hardly wait for me to answer him:
The book begins with the camels carrying the Magi as they bring gifts to baby Jesus. –Mason- “is that the star that is showing them where to go? And where is their gold and franksis and myrrh?“
The next page talks of how Jesus preformed miracles- Mason- “mommy why are those kids smiling, are they happy because Jesus healed them?  Is he going to hug them? How come the pages of this book don’t show us Jesus face? When will I get to see Jesus face, when I go to Heaven?
Then the book moves on to Palm Sunday. – Mason, with his proud face beaming- “Mommy I know a verse about this from AWANAs, “Hosanna, blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord”
Jesus is in the temple- “Mommy why are they doing something they shouldn’t have been doing and why are they mad when Jesus tells them to stop doing what they shouldn’t have been doing anyway?”  “What? why would they want to get rid of Jesus?”  “Why would they think they could Trick Jesus, Jesus never did anything wrong, he is the only person who never sinned, Jesus and God don’t do wrong things”
As soon as I turned the page and it revealed three temple leaders and priests Mason said, “Oh look how sad they look, are they whispering are they making a plan?”  Why were they afraid of Jesus?  he only does good things”
Passover Meal where Jesus breaks the bread and passes the wine-“mommy Jesus never runs out of things, he always will have enough food for you to eat, if he can feed 5000 people he can feed you, and Mommy did you know that Jesus turned water into wine at a wedding, I have an idea, maybe onetime when I ask you for water you could give me my favorite drink instead!?!”
The Garden to Pray and Soldiers come with spears and torches- “Mommy look that picture looks like Jesus is holding the moon, his hands are bigger than the moon, I guess Gods hands really are bigger than the moon if he made the moon.  Why were they all sleeping if Jesus was praying? Why didn’t his disciples help protect him?”
Jesus before Caiaphas and Pilate- Mason-“Look how sharp those thorns look, I wish they wouldn’t have done that to Jesus, but he knew it was going to happen, he had to do it, Jesus had to get hurt and die on the cross for our sins so we could go to heaven”
Believe it or not there were a few more questions before the books end but I love how he was connecting the dots and understanding the story!  After the cookies and story time they wanted to make something else so I quickly searched for a salt dough recipe and let them play with salt dough they were asking me what they could make and we ended up making tombs and a Hill and crosses and Mason was so excited and said, “now I can tell the story!  He said come on Jack do you want to tell the story, it’s the greatest story ever told!”  I got some popsicle sticks and let them make some wooden crosses to stick in their hills and Mason began:  “Jesus came as a baby and did great things and turned water to wine, and fed a lot of people and said peace be still to a storm and he came to town riding a donkey and people waved palm branches and said, Hosanna, blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord! Then soldiers came and arrested him and he had to carry his cross and they hung him on the cross with nails in his hands and feet and thorns on his head and he died and they took him down and put him in a cave, tomb, grave and rolled the stone and 1, 2, 3 days later the stone rolled away and Jesus rose from the dead and went to heaven to make a place for me, a really big house!” 
Jack and Sam went home and Mason told me and Micah the story again and then said, “Mommy I want to ask Jesus into my heart!” I said, “okay, well when Daddy comes home we will talk to him about it” He said, “No I mean, right now, I want to ask Jesus into my heart right now!”  I said “okay” and before I could do anything Mason raised both hands, dropped to his knees and said, “Jesus will you come into my heart” Micah ran over to him thinking Mason was in the position to want to be hugged and tackled and knocked him over with a ‘Micah hug and kiss’ (one of my favorite things to see them do, such sweet brothers)  and I said that that’s probably what Jesus is doing right now too, wrapping his arms around you smiling giving you kisses and hugs and all the angels are celebrating too saying, welcome to the family of God Mason! Micah hugged him, and the boys rolled around on the floor and Mason said, “Micah when you get bigger you can ask Jesus into your heart too, right mommy?!” To which I replied,” I sure hope and pray he does!”  I put Micah down for a nap and Mason said, “you wait right here mommy, I want to go get my Bible” I sat, smiling beaming with pride and joy overwhelmed that the savior of the world had revealed himself to my little boy at such an early age!  Mason and I read his Bible and continued to ask questions and he stopped me at one point and said, “it makes Jesus happy that we are reading the Bible, this is how we can get to know him, but I want to see his face, has anyone ever seen his face other than Moses?  And Mommy, Jesus is with God his father but who was his daddy here when he was a baby?” I told him Joseph was his earthly father and he said “yeah Chris is my earthly father, and I love him infinity times” I was about to tell him that God was his Heavenly father but Mason beat me to it…he said, “And God is my father too right? In Heaven! And he was finished making a house for Paw Paw and I think hes almost ready for Grammy and then Mawmaw, and one day he’ll be ready for me too!”  Our conversation ended with a prayer and Mason repeated after me as we thanked God that Mason knew he was a sinner in need of Gods salvation and that from this point on he forever would have Jesus in his heart as his best friend!  You know the “adult” came out in me feeling the need to “make it official” by saying a “repeat after me prayer”.
So now, a few hours later from my early waking I am still meditating on Easter and the awesome gift of Life and salvation that we have in Christ  and 2 Cor 5:17 The old has gone the new has come if anyone is in Christ he is a new creation!  I know this is the first step in the journey of faith for Mason, but I am so excited to watch him grow and learn and ask MORE questions as God forms his little heart into a new creation!  I know he will need to be discipled but I am releasing the pressure that I have put on myself to reveal God to my children…that’s the Holy Spirits job, He will do it He will reveal himself to them I am just blessed to be alongside them on this journey!  The best thing I can do for them is continue to allow God to remove the old stuff in my life so that I too can become a new creation!